Cold winds

Why does the weather have such an impact on our mood? When it’s sunny and warm outside I have endless motivation and can take on the world. When the sky is grey I want my bed, movies and tea. When the wind blows the cold towards me I don’t want to do anything, I even have a hard time communicating with others. The slightest change of weather and I’ve lost al motivation. I struggle to wake up. I struggle to get out of bed. I haven’t done anything. I’m a potato. I wake up exhausted and go to sleep tired. What does this mean? As the wind howls outside I just sit here and stare blankly at my cup of coffee I’ve barley touched wondering what is happening to me. What have I become. Why this this happening? How do I find the motivation to change back into what I worked for. How can I become the best version of myself when all I want is sleep and peace.

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Author: chantellelindon

27| Female | Canadian living down Under

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